Anonymous asked: i'm anon because of how horrible this would make me sound otherwise, cut yourself, it'll make you feel good, momentarily, but it works

the only thing that will work for me right now is being dead. plus i don’t have any razors, so it’s either use a shaving razor or use the sharpest knife in the draw which will go through my skin like butter, i don’t fancy bleeding to death and i don’t fancy ruining my shaving razor, i’d rather just instant death, if there was a button to kill myself, i would press it, the closest thing i can think of to a button, is a trigger, a gun trigger.